Something tells me this coming new year is going to be different. I don’t necessarily think it’s going to be a bad year or anything, but I do think it’s going to be different… and very ordinary. This past year, especially the summer, was jam-packed for me. I was constantly doing things with friends, going here, going there. But this one coming up… I have a feeling it’s going to be a very mellow, low-key kind of year. I don’t envision a lot of new experiences. Rather, I picture very casual days and possibly a bit more solitude. I also think this year I really need to come to accept who I am. I need to learn to be more at peace with where I’m at in life, and embrace the future ahead of me - whatever it holds or doesn’t hold. I need to learn to maintain the peace and happiness in my future, to keep it constant.
I also need to stay on course with taking care of my body and getting fit. While it’s been a very slow, hard process for me, it’s also been worth it. I have my good days and I have my bad days, but I think the good definitely outweigh the bad.
I need to get back the confidence I once had. I occasionally see glimpses of it, but I want it to be visible more often than not. All these aspects of my life need to mingle with each other.
In all aspects of life, I gotta just keep on, keepin’ on. I need to push forward and persevere.
